Ever since I was a child I never felt “picked” by my family or friends. When I was 11, I had a fight with my younger brother and my mom told me she wish my younger brother came before me and she loves him more than me, also said I should watch out for tomorrow that she was going to prove it and she did prove it, she gave him more money than she gave to me. One time she had a fight with my Dad when I was 14 and she lied to him to get his attention that I was dead. Years have passed I’m 23 and I’ve forgiven her but this is affecting my love life, I don’t believe men actually love me or want to be with me for a long time, I always believe they are dating someone better and wants me for fun.