I’m in a long distance relationship with my man, I left for another country. He’s intentional about me and we love eachother so much and have been together for prolly 4years. Nigga cheated on me before, we separated and came back together. Now he’s more serious than ever but sometimes if I call and he doesn’t answer maybe because he’s in the washroom or something my subconscious mind just feels like he’s cheating again and I get boiled up and mad. I’m trying to trust him cause I want this to work but why do I keep feeling like this. I told him about it but he keeps apologising and asking me to please trust him, these feelings of when he cheated on me won’t leave. I don’t wanna let him go