I need to work on myself seriously because i don’t know what this boy likes about me. I am a terrible cook, I don’t know how to give head, tho I absolutely find it grouse 🤢. I don’t even know how to be a romantic female, my boyfriend thinks I am not feminine enough, although I am trying to work on this but growing up among so many men and no mom has had it’s influence on me. I wonder why this boy wants to marry me. Does he love me or he just wants to get married 😩😩😩