Sometimes, I feel like I am cursed, everything I have tried to be financially comfortable just crashes. I have always wanted to become a pro football player but I can’t even focus on my career because of my financial issues. Most times I battle with depression, I don’t know what to do. I thought of learning tech but it also involved money and nobody is willing to help. Sometimes, it’s just like I should give in to depression but I still think of what my younger ones and how my decision will affect them. I am just tired of this life💔💔