I keep repeating my ex boyfriend’s name. I don’t love him anymore, I don’t even think of him but over and over, I blurt out his name. His full name. Unconsciously. The relationship ended three years ago and It’s almost a year now since this started. It used to be about twice in a week but now over three times daily, I say his name, I don’t even realize I’m saying his name till I’ve said it. This is strangely compulsive.