I’m just 4months into this naija paramilitary stuff, in a new state (fct). I’m not social, so i don’t have any friends here and business is not moving as well. Basically, I’m tired, emotionally, physically, financially in fact just name it. I’m broke and the girl I stay with isn’t helping matters, I thought about hookup but can’t bring myself to. I don’t know who or how to ask for help cause I feel nobody gives a fuck. 🤦‍♀️