As much as I would like to, I’m not sure if I’d want to have sex with my partner. We’ve both talked about it and I’m not even ready but he doesn’t want to wait for too long. As much as I’ve told him I’m not ready yet. I’m just concerned because the last person I was with and I eventually had sex with after a long time of abstinence, we eventually separated and I eventually felt like he never really loved me maybe it was just the sex he really wanted. Even with the rate guys deceive girls just to sleep with them. He has kept reassuring me though but now I’m wondering, you all in relationships that have sex or maybe eventually got married too, how did that work for you.
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I had the same paranoia and guess what? I still do…. If I don’t see a reason why I should engage in sexual intimacy, I don’t because I’m easily attached to someone and break up hurts me more after the intimacy. I feel something has been taken from me and it messes with my mental health so severely that I’m placed under several medications. I don’t know your reasons or why you choose to but please consider and place yourself first. XO