I thought about him all through and I feel so much guilt (I didn’t even enjoy it). It’s not been long we started dating and to d best of my knowledge he’s not cheating on me but due to the trauma from my past relationship, I feel like he’s still going to cheat on me or maybe I’m trying not to be faithful again so I don’t feel stupid later. I won’t do it again but I hope what I and this guy (my boyfriend) have going on is true. I don’t know if I should tell him or not but a stronger part of my mind is saying I shouldn’t