I’ve known my baby for almost 5years and I’ve been in a relationship with him for a year plus now. We started dating just last year after being close friends for years. Thing’s that on the day of our 1year anniversary, he had access to my phone and saw something he wasn’t supposed to see, got angry and cleared our chats on my phone cause I wasn’t with him while he was checking whatsoever with my phone (cause he told me he needed my e-mail for something that’s how he got access to check my WhatsApp). We talked through everything, I reached out to him, I tried communicating with him, I was so remorseful, I apologized, texted and did everything and he forgave me and assured me that everything was fine and we continued still. Along the line, he came up with wanting a break and sometime off everything, he told me he needed space to clear his head off everything that’s happened and I was okay with that. We didn’t talk for almost 3 days, I couldn’t contain it any longer so I called him over the phone asking if he’d finally broken up with me, he sounded really happy, said we were still cool and that he still cared about me and also said he was scared of starting over and also scared of being without me. He said his feelings for me were still intact but not like the way it use to be before. Now my problem is that, I dunno if he still loves me 😔. We do not even communicate like before again, I’m trying to understand his feelings because staying and not being communicative with him will fade my feelings away but I still love this guy cause he’s been my everything for a long time now and I can’t even imagine life without him. I dunno if I should stop calling or messaging him cause he picks my calls and reply to my texts but I do the calling and texting more unlike the way it use to be before. Honestly, I’m in a confused state of mind because he said he cannot imagine starting over with someone else now, it’ll be too much on him and that he’s stuck with me but the feelings are no longer like before again. 😔😔😔