I’m just tired to think straight and can’t even go with my daily activities. I’m burnt out, everything in my life is upside down. My family, my mental health, my job, my relationship and my finances. I can’t tell anyone how I feel. It’s scary with the kind of thoughts that comes to my head, I try to occupy myself when the thoughts come. I am depressed and sad, all I do everyday is to fake a smile so nobody can see my pain. Tried talking to my partner about the whole situation and it brought about another situation. Men are hard to deal with, I’m scared to talk to my family, they’ll be so worried because I am young. I don’t want them scared for me😭🤦🏽♀️, can’t even trust any friend. My life feels shattered. For the past 6 months I feel like a walking dead. Just going through life as the day goes by, without any plan, motive and purpose. I pray I don’t commit suicide. God please come to my aid.💔😪
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I see you don’t want to talk to your family about your problems cos you don’t want them worried. Believe me, it’s easier for them to be worried than losing you. They’ll prefer you talking to them than you ending it all. Stay strong woman 💪🏽 Try something new, things you have not done before but you think might be more fun. It has worked before and it can still work again 🤍🤍🤍