My birthday is coming soon, will be clocking 22 ending of this month. Norms I should be happy on my birthday right but I always lock myself inside and cry. Somthing will just happen and the whole vibes will just go down, I am so scared and really want to avoid it this time around but I don’t know how to go about it. Last year I was financially okay but still cried, not to talk of now that I am even still battling with some stuff. The thought of it alone scares me. It is well with my soul😭😭