Currently in 400l, I have a total of 4 carryovers to write in final year 1st semester. I can’t register all, I feel so sad everyday because of it. Almost close to being suicidal, I put in my best and show up. I don’t want to disappoint my parents. I really wish there’s something I could do to salvage my situation. My parents have sacrificed a lot for me. I might unalive myself if I don’t graduate with my mates💔
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Hey friend. This brings back memories from 2019, when i should have graduated with my set mates. I had known I’d have extra year since 2018. What i didn’t know was that I’ll have 2 extra years. Now, I’m approaching the end of my NYSC and one thing I’m sure of is that no matter how overwhelming it looks to you now, it’s just a lie. An over exaggeration. I tried to handle it on my own but i couldn’t. It broke me. I lost my ambitiousness. I gained a new perspective on many things and one important factor that made things even bearable was that i told my family. They expressed their disappointment in various ways but they stood by me in various ways too. You’ll never know until you tell them but i suggest you should. Don’t do it alone and don’t believe the lies your mind might tell you. I graduated with a 3rd class and lost relationship with most of my set mates and it was far from what i wanted but it’s my reality. Regardless, it’s not the end. I’ll be praying for you. Know that YOU CAN do this.