You grew up in a loving home? You have no idea what God has done for you, you’re so so lucky. Just reflecting, my folks never really showed love apart from responsibilities and I’m very grateful for them. But I know, how I was brought up has damaged me, I can’t really love, never been in a relationship my life (im 26, male), 80% of my past potential relationships was ruined by me because I’m not expressive, can’t communicate well. When folks get home from work, everyone just runs into their room.