I’m tired of my personality for real, I’m always smiling even when there is nothing to smile about and always laughing everytime, people take advantage of me due to this stupid personality that I have. I really wish I can be a blunt person, I don’t tell my friends the truth when they need to hear it because I’m worried it might hurt them and because a huge quarrel but when it comes to me. I’m always insulted by them and I just smile it off. I’m a very sharp person but i’ve made it look like I’m a really sluggish person because of my smiling disorder. I get insulted everytime that I’m sluggish, not sharp and so on and that’s not how it appears for real, most people even ask me why I’m always smiling and I do not even know, I want a change of personality for real. I can’t even retaliate when I’m being insulted to avoid unnecessary quarrels, I hate myself and my personality, I’m tired for real