I barely enjoy sex for 4 years now due to FGM. Recently, my partner gave me a drug (i*e) to smoke and immediately I got wet and I enjoyed being a woman during sex that day, since then I can’t do it without getting high. I have to leave the guy now due to alot of red flags, and I am really scared I will not get pleasure when I settle for a serious relationship with my new responsible guy. My friend said it’s not important but then I don’t think I can and I won’t want to cheat on him.