My man is loving and caring but he does shouts at me and beat me in every slight mistakes, the worst part is that he does it in the presence of family and friends sometimes and he beats me anywhere. I’m now ashamed of myself whenever I go to some places, most especially when I see the people that saw him beating me or comes to my rescue whenever he’s beating me, he has embarrassed me on many occasions and many places. I have many scars on my body from the beating, but he does apologize after beating me and be telling me he’s doing that because he loves me and he doesn’t want to lose me, but then I’m getting tired of everything. I have become a punching bag to him, imagine that kind love🤦‍♀️And I have never cheated on him which I promise myself never to. Sometimes I will be scared to ask/ tell him something because I don’t want him to shout at me or get angry , he promised to stop beating me and he hasn’t raised his hands on me getting to a month now. I just hope he stopped like he promised because he always promised and he will still end up doing it , the other thing is that things are not really well stable for him yet, I spent my money in the relationship but I don’t really care about that part because I felt he doesn’t have yet that’s why, but I don’t know if I’m fooling myself by thinking he doesn’t have because he does stuffs for himself and I always wonder “ I thought he said he doesn’t have money”? The problem here is that he’s planning to go see my family soon but then I’m scared because I feel he will start beating me more when we finally get married… He loves me so much and it is obvious, I don’t want to leave him because I love him so much and I will be in so much pains if I leave him