My boyfriend just found out that I had signed up for a site where they sell nudes.
I didn’t sell my nudes but then at that point I was down really bad financially (scammed of hundreds of thousands). He also read my diary of like 5 years ago and saw something’s I wrote about guys I had something to do with in the past. (Not sex)
We talked about it and he said it really saddened him. He had been so calm about it and now I’m scared.

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: My boyfriend found out i had joined a site where they sell nudes. (Couldn’t bring myself to sell mine though)
He also read my Diary and found things I wrote about guys I’ve liked in the past. (I told him about every single one of them but left unnecessary information out)
Do you think the has really forgiven me? He seemed so calm and told me he has forgotten about it unlike before when he fumes when angry. 

More context:We’ve been dating for 2 years,
He’s my first, we both love each other.