He deflowered me when I was 16 he was 33 , ever since then we link up for sex regularly till now even though I want it to stop because I have responsible boyfriend now. I am 21 now, we are both sexually obsessed, he gets me high on smoke to make me wet and horny I enjoy it and now used to it. I love my boyfriend and I wish he can recreate these fantasies with me but he would not consent to such. I don’t want to loose my potential husband to this young age frivolity.