I see women in power/business and overall women/female doing “great” things, and I admire /envy them so much because I don’t even know what to do with my life… I dunno if my mum being a housewife/my dad not letting her work/run a business plays a part… I am older now so obviously I can’t blame anyone, but I just dunno how to be a “power” woman, i fear I am gonna be a “just there “ mum to my future kids… I went into tailoring but still. Graduated with a 2.2, some days I feel like I have failed already and there’s no need continuing an unambitious life…
There’s nothing my kids will be proud of me for,I dread being a housewife…
in Confession