I’m losing my shit in this fucking marriage.. the last 6 months has been the hardest of my life realizing that I have failed in this marriage thing. He said to look for happiness outside of him. I hope you mean that because if I ever find the strength to leave this dark hole, I promise I’d have real happiness else where.p.s I have written plenty msgs to connotare in the last 3 days🥺🫢💔