On one hand there’s an intense anger towards my best friend and my ex who used to mess around while we were together and hooked after we broke too. But on some days I feel so lonely and sad that the two main people are no longer in my life. There are days I just wanna cry and wish I handled a lot of things differently, rewinding time…it’s been 2 years now … Probably because I am still single/ and no close friends anymore… and ironically they maintained a friendship..I’m jealous…