Sometime last year, I had an affair with a family friend, my father’s close friend then. He initiated it, but I didn’t refuse him. We had sex once at a hotel and he gave me large sums of money after then. We couldn’t meet after then because he kept canceling our appointments, but he sent me good money every time he canceled. We had a fallout shortly after and ended things.
Problem is I’ve been missing him a lot lately, not him but being in bed with him. I know I shouldn’t contact him but I want him to fuck me again so bad. He’s a family man btw. 5 children