Might end this life soon

My life is actually a mess. I’m a 27 years old lady. The first born of the family. No marriage. No serious relationship. No friends. Lost my dad last year. My uncles and aunties hates me. Dad’s family accused mom of killing my dad. I lost my dad to this spiritual attack(ofa). I owned almost all the loan apps on Google play store. I’m tired. I have offer to study in uk. No sponsor. I might end this life soon.