I might eventually end it all.

I’m giving this a try before I take my last decision. Life took a bad turn on me and nobody cares . I’ve tried everything I could but nothing is working. My career is on hold, no money again, no support system, just me by myself trying to figure things out. Now I can’t afford not even 1 square meal, I’m in debt for the first time in my entire life and help is not coming from anywhere. Been sick for days now and I’m just here struggling for my life as I can’t afford to get myself to the hospital nor get medication…I don’t know how to seek help but I tried to subtly talk to people in my circle but nobody is taking me seriously because of my influence. All hope is lost, I’m giving up.