I cheated on my boyfriend before and he broke up but we remained friends. We decided to work things out back early this year but he doesn’t trust me and I’m 100% real with him this time but he doesn’t believe. He came to my hostel today by 5am and I don’t know why he left angrily and he broke up with me… have been crying since… and one thing he doesn’t know is that anytime I hurt him I usually hurt myself by burning my lap with lighter ….