Today I felt overwhelming jealousy for someone I hardly know because of the effort her boyfriend is putting into surprising her for her birthday and I just keep thinking about how I actually had to tell my own boyfriend to get me something for valentines even down to telling him where to get it from because without telling him his brain won’t click. I’m so sad and I’m supposed to go out to celebrate with the couple with my boyfriend but I don’t want to spoil the fun because of my mood.