I’ve always been a girl that don’t know how to ask or beg if I’m at my lowest it’s just me and myself now. I thought sleeping with guys and not asking for anything made me reasonable not knowing I was too nice for my own good. Now I am in a tight spot went to those guys for help and now they are in a tight spot I’m talking about guys with money..not audio money

I thought I won’t be a girl that became so useless, I became who I hated. Guys only talk to me for bangs and it’s so obvious. I got no friends, I just live each day like a ghost, lost appetite, lost sleep, nothing interest me anymore. I hate me