I am married with kids and I have talked to my wife about how I love to give and take blow job but my wife doesn’t even ask for it or give it despite having talked about it for 4 years we married. So I decided I won’t force her to do anything. Now I met a lady while we just hung out and without asking just gave me a nice blowjob and even took the sperm in her mouth. I went back to my wife and ask her if she can take sperm in her mouth and she said no. This lady is asking for another hang out which is a full day and my head is saying no. I don’t like this

Confused feeling 2

In all honesty, after the event of that hang out which happens to be our second meeting, because we had seem each other before but it was in a public place, I immediately cancelled the initially planned all day hangout. When she called to ask if it’s possible, I gave her all the reasons why it won’t work and that there won’t be a hanging out. Can’t afford to tow a cheating line because of something I think can be sacrificed. Those who think I’m going back to her, sorry I’m not.
Peace