Sword or light

I’m lost. Addicted to porn. Tried to stop but I keep going back. at school I used to excel so well. I’ve created so many businesses won so many awards and at 23. Yet I can see the fruit of any of my work.
I was the best grad in sec school with a star on my head. Now I have tonnes of carryovers in uni. I know I have to stand up & fight for the life I want but sometimes its hard to take your own advice. I can’t put my family through shame with my failure. Everyone expects me to be at the top and I’m nothing but a disappointment. I can’t even advice my little sister when she bugs me about her problems. I’m tired So please help me choose. Sword or light?

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