My mother has never told me that she loves me. Whenever I think of how she would beat me up when I was younger and belittle me in front of my younger siblings it breaks my soul. I remember one time she gave my younger brother a belt and told him to beat me because I was being”disrespectful”. one time my sister and I had an argument and my sister lied that I hit her so she used a belt with an iron thing to beat me, I still have the scar. my sister was always the pretty one and she never failed to compliment her looks all the time, safe to say my confidence now is pretty bad and I resent all my family members.