I want to be loved so bad and I want to give so much love in return. For 3 days I’ve been hurt down to my stomach. My chest is heavy and I can literally feel it. I’ve cried uncontrollably. I just need a chance. Every minute i feel like I’m going to slump. I havent slept for 2 nights. I really want to get it right in this relationship. But I don’t feel heard. And when I’m heard, nothing is done about it. Sometimes I feel something is wrong with me. He calls me his Queen, but doesn’t treat me as one. I’m slowly dying inside.