I watched myself go from this happy person to this lonely sad depressed person. I used to be outgoing , fun , life of the party etc but now I am always home, alone , crying , smoking the pain away. How did I get here ? I just want to be happy again 😫😫😫😫 and the worse part is , no one knows I am not fine !!!
in Confession
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No one knows… Do you want someone to know and give you false pity or love out of pity or do you want to be fine? Ask yourself a few questions, once you find the answer… You’ll start your journey of recovery. ❤️ & 🕯️.
P.S: Give yourself a break from smoking, that shit is messing you up more than you can imagine. From experience though.