She is/was the love of my life. I fucked up when I cheated, but I still love her, I still dream about her, she used to dream about me alot, wonder if she still does, I think about her everyday, i still want to keep all those promises, i meant every word, and I wish we could be together again. I wanted her to be my wife, still do, if it’s meant to be God please let it be. If I ever have another chance, I would go through hell or high water just to be with her.