On the outside, I’m a hardworking nice girl with a banging body and brains to go with it. I don’t know if it’s the lack of friendship in my family or the series of sexual abuse as a child or the domestic violence in my first relationship. I discovered I don’t know how to love, I like the attention but once I’m tired of it, I bounce and if I want it again, I can easily manipulate my way back into their lives.