I started watching porn very very young and it affected me a lot. I ended up practicing what I saw on my friend, girl and my small brother. I still hope my brother doesn’t remember I feel terrible and a horrible person. Thinking back I had no idea the meaning of what I did … I just did it. Now I know the meaning it’s abuse. I was 10 and my brother was 4. I did the maths just now. I just hope he doesn’t remember how awful I was to him. I’m very sorry for my past actions