Things are going so rough for me, I have so many things to settle and bills to pay, I have a vagina, my parents and the siblings but it’s like they are only focused on my Elder siblings, I can’t even tell my parents the issues I have in school anymore, I want to start hook up but am pure and am afraid of catching a deadly disease so i’ll probably start G, I really done want to hurt nobody but it’s like the universe is against my happiness