It’s midnight and I’m lost in deep thoughts.
I’m in a situationship with a guy already in a relationship. He treats me all nice, tries to make me feel loved but the picture of him being in a relationship keep showfacing and it’s affects me a lot.
It’s complicated, I want to leave yet I want to hold on because I love him so much, abi? Yes I do. Earlier today my brother spoke to me and said guys in relationship already know who they are settling for, they are just using the rest to appease their sexual urge. I’m deeply broken.


  1. I have been in a situation like this……He didn’t marry me…..I am still in healing and somedays it’s better other days I still cry a lot but overall everyday I live to see another day and that’s strength…..

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