I lost a relationship of a year and some months to fear, After praying about it, was confused why God gave me a Yahoo boy has a husband to be . He lost his tracks of making illicit money and I started mounting pressure on him to get something legit to do ,due to my own fear of what tomorrow withheld because I’m above 30 and i was so scared of how he handles his own life in the past (he told me) and being controlled by his father and his half siblings was killing me. I miss handled the truth I knew of (sharp mouth and not reserved) and it cost me my relationship. He has no money but I do miss him . Though when we were together I was sad about the financial problems he has . Fear controlled me