It’s been 3 years since our breakup but I still wake up dreaming of my ex and feel sad all over again, probably because he got together with my best friend (we were all friends together), seeing pictures of them hanging out and all.Though he hurt me,I practically was the one begging to keep the relationship afloat and I eventually called it off because he seemed like he didn’t care,I still feel a void in my heart that no one else has been able to fill (had numerous situationship but still). Or maybe because he was my 1st,
I just want to forget him totally and leave them to happy, losing two people that were the closest to me has been one of the heart piercing feeling ever.
Where do I go from here