I’m turning 21, I know older people would say I’m still very young and have a long way to figure my life out, the real question is how long?? Everyone around me knows what they want 6 years from now, mine is just to be alive . Irony of this is since I was a kid till I turned 18 I had pictures of how I wanted my future to be like in my head- but life showed me pepper mentally, physically, financially, emotionally etc and now I’m just trying to live . Maybe I should not hang around people that makes me feel like shit, or I should keep up with them to shake off my shitty unplanned life🤦🏾‍♀️