Feeling like a Failure

I literally went from someone who could afford my everyday lifestyle without stress to not being able to sort out my rent. Lost my job, had a crazy accident spent a fortune on it. Now my rent is due & I just feel like dying.
Never thought there would be a time in my life I wouldn’t be able to sort myself out.
Can’t even count on no one. I’ve always been the shoulder for everyone.
I honestly feel like I’ve failed myself. I feel too lost to even think right.