I come from a very comfortable family to an extent but as I get older the more I realise how toxic my entire family is. I don’t know how to explain it but I love them and hate them all at the same time. I’m getting older and I literally have no friends and no social life and I blame my father entirely for that, he is just so strict and yells a lot for even the slightest thing. Words really cut deep. It’s so bad that I and my siblings don’t have that sibling kind of relationship. We didn’t laugh a lot or play a lot together while growing up because we were scared that our father will yell at us for being too noisy or something. My mum on the other hand believes that she can only pray her way out of situations rather than act. I can’t wait to get out of my shell fr. Tired of acting the perfect daughter.