Since after I failed my mbbs exams it’s as tho I don’t believe in God or would I say I don’t believe anything that’s meant to be would change again, like I prayed more than ever and read my books for crying out loud. So why me? Watching my mates and friends go for lectures and wishing one of my friends would step down and join me. I think I’m getting bitter like why I would be wishing someone’s failure in my head.