Please guys think well before having children. If you know you are not fit, financially and emotionally don’t try it. I grew up in a very toxic environment and my first suicide attempt was when i was 9 year old. I am a walking mine field, always depressed, always bullied, raped numerous times and abused. As innocent as i look God knows i can kill, i almost killed my dad. To think i was an innocent sweet giving child, multitalented and full of life before the world changed me.