I’m from a strict Muslim home I feel like I have failed my mom , because I’m graduating soon and she’s expecting first class ,no husband to take home , business very terrible. I’m depressed and I always have the urge to commit sucide, the only time I don’t feel like killing myself is when I’m high. I feel I’m cursed, everything is going bad for me, I’m so scared I might kill myself this week.
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Please talk to someone, majority of us didn’t graduate with first class…even after school we are still home doing nothing, pls don’t think about suicide, u are not alone