I lack self control, I don’t know maybe its because of the constant molestation i suffered while growing up, that’s the only part of me I pray I overcome, I’m not proud of my body counts. Most reasons I’m not close to my friends or their bfs because one of their boyfriends tried to have his way and it took every sense in me to run. It was hard and I don’t want to make a silly mistake of sleeping with someone any of my friends love. I pray God heals me.😔