I stopped believing in love for a long time until this girl came. I was afraid to go for it but she made me see reasons to. We had real feelings for each other, and not just us but people around knew. Few days ago mama was telling me she needed sometime to clear things off, that she’s going through a lot. Me as a lover boy agreed to it because I care about her a lot. It was getting serious, I had to seek what was going on. Lol! mama told me she’s getting married to someone else, the funniest part, she said she had no option. Guy! My heart, now I’m looking for a way to hurt my self because that’s the only way I can let the pain out. “cry” I’ll ever make such mistake again..