2022 was kinda rough for me, had an experience that might scar me for life. Got into 2023 with Hope’s that I’ll make the best out of this year but I’m crying every night from thinking about a lot of things. Dealing with anxiety and family is contributing to it, I want to be understood but I don’t understand myself. Well I broke down in tears in front of my mom, she said she wonders why I’m different from my siblings and made some comments that where hurting. I don’t know if I’m the problem.