Call for help!!!

Life was working out slow and steady and then boom Over a year nothing I try works out, it’s either it crash in between or puts me in some mad debts I’m tired, I can’t commit suicide no I can’t, I’m the only son every one looks up to me and yes! I pray I fast! I do everything I should do spiritually and physically but same thing please I need help what can I do? Where I fit go? Tears drop off my eyes uncontrollably my dad is old he’s in debts I can’t help, my life and career isn’t working please help me!! 😭