I was deep into masturbation and lived with that secret until I met my girlfriend. In one of our heart-to-hearts, I opened up to her and she told me she felt I was cheating on her with myself. But then she told me it was probably because i hadn’t had good sex before. (I had not had any action). She isn’t a sex freak but we did have sex and since then, it has felt like she took the whole desire to masturbate away from me. I’ve been clean ever since. In fact it made me feel like I had been messing myself up with the act. She doesn’t know how much I appreciate her. Even prayer and fasting could not achieve what she did.
in Confession